It's that moment in my life again when I realise that certain things don't matter anymore. I know that I never got to work on the Harry Potter movies and while that sucks and is probably something I will never come to terms with, its not exactly the end of the world and I will have other opportunites to work at my dreams. I was thinking back to when I was a teenager and the passion I had for music, I remember wanting to be the next Simon Cowell and that was before he was famous and before the likes of Pop Idol etc but I'd heard of him because he had a reputation of getting things done and had signed some of the best artists of the 90's.

I wanted to work for a record company and that was it, I think I even had a work experience application for Sony, even back then but I knew then that it was above me and as I got older the film industry obsession kicked in but lately I've realised that it would be nice to find a job that combined all three of my passions. 'Music, Events and Television' and have considered that mayeb music promotions is the way to go but I'd have to return to university which is what I want to do anyway and I'm hoping that I can get work experience at a label or a graduate scheme after I finish. I know its a long shot but I can't sit back anymore and just be happy with what I've got. I was meant for great things and I'm got going to spend my life working for some crappy company because its easy, I want to see a bit of the world and experience new things. Its time I started living!